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Time:10:11 am
Current Mood:indescribableindescribable
i'm leaving for amsterdam/paris today. i can't get over how much i have grown since my last overseas trip. after all, i'm turning 17 next friday.
i keep thinking about emerson 's self-reliance, and how he says "the soul is no traveler; the wise man stays at home, and when his necessities, his duties, on any occasion call him from his house, or into the foreign lands, he is at home still..."
so many people have traveled to these places, how my visit special or significant for me? i won't discover anything that i wouldn't have already discovered on my own staying in shaker heights.
bleh. well, at least it's a very art-filled trip with carvaggio, rembrandt, and others...
perhaps learning about their lives and their art will inspire me?
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Time:01:47 pm
Current Mood:workingmentally alert
things on my mind:

- wayne thiebaud...he's my inspiration for the cafeteria paintings
- my self-esteem
- the PSAT :-0!!!
- college conferences
- my first flute recording
- my inability to prioritize goals properly
- dead people by university school?!!!
- the first great rise of organized eunuch power in china (my asian studies term paper...)

i should start meditating. i feel really peaceful after doing fake yoga in stress management class.

i've been drinking more water in the past few weeks, so now if i drink a bottle of coke i can't drink any more without feeling sick from overindulgence. hurrah for being healthy!
and...that's all.
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Time:09:12 pm
someone better bring a tape recorder to the NAMI walks because i have too many crazy things to say to the world.
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Time:11:02 am
Current Mood:blahblah
flying pancakes and popcorn girls!
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Time:09:15 am
Current Mood:crazycrazy
i am sooo hungry i could die! the last time i thought that i was in tennis class....and my tennis teacher is brown and old so his skin looks like fried chicken and then i get so hungry that i think i'll even eat my tennis teacher! gaaah! i'm so hungry right now!!!!
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Time:08:37 pm
Current Mood:discontentdiscontent
tis just not fair!
how come this one's allowed to break the rules but i'm not?

:-(
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Time:04:29 pm
Current Mood:contemplativelooking back...
...and what an exciting week it has been!
what did i do?

well, on tuesday i went to life drawing class for the first time. i wasn't nervous on the way, but when we got there i was a little freaked out by the fact that there was a naked woman in the room, and no one was talking about it. the class was made up of the high school art people, and then all these senior citizens. it was great, as the class progressed i got better and better at my drawings. after each 20 minute pose, we walked around and had a critique, which was exciting because i got useful comments from some of the more experienced artists.
-i saw yet another american desi-ish kind of movie, myron's recommendation
yesterday was a crappy day. i woke up at 7:30am on a saturday morning for my cleveland youth wind symphony audition, and then rushed to the high school for the game. in akron i tried to calm down some people in a fight before we got on the field to do our half-time show, and i just got yelled at. the weather sucked, and nobody really wanted to get pumped for the game because buchtel's band had only ten people in it, versus our 300. last night was nice though, i saw yet another american desi-ish kind of movie, myron's recommendation. then our power went out, even though there was no storm in sight. when i looked outside, i saw the brightest full moon in my life (it was as if there were stadium lights in my backyard), it was abnormal! i thought an alien abduction was taking place :-P
...i had my wind ensemble and CYWS I seating auditions within a period of 4 days; both were decent. i hope i've moved up from where i was last year.
what else?
i saw high school drama die faster than ever before!
and...i failed at being a rebel with lizzy, yet again!

*shoutout* to <<bjizzle>> who is currently fighting off
la mononucléose!!!

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Current Music:wizard of oz...when they're approaching emerald city
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Time:09:27 pm
Current Mood:rejuvenatedrejuvenated
You're out of the woods,
You're out of the dark,
You're out of the night.
Step into the sun, step into the light.

Keep straight ahead for the most glorious place
On the face of the earth or the sky.
Hold onto your breath, hold onto your heart, hold onto your hope.
March up to the gate and bid it open...
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Time:04:07 pm
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Time:05:39 pm
i love bend it like beckham
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